Uni life~

The first time i set my foot on this Uni, i hate the feeling.. you know, when you are all alone in this kind of place for the 1st time, leaving home for such a long time, away from family, away from my hometown.. i kind of still hating that feeling because we, as the 1st year student have to stay in the hostel, yeah, forced to travel to campus by bus early in the morning (we have to fight for it just to get a ride to the campus!! how uncivilized those human beings that soon to be a teacher?? pushing each other without a sense of guilty and respect for other!!)  then only back to the hostel room when the night fall (just to avoid those uncivilized..

we settled in, got used to the inhumane life, met new friends and of course LOVE!! yup, at least it's the best thing that ever happen in this dull Uni life.. not so bad, until a RIVAL showed up claiming my LOVER for herself.. all i can say is WOW... this RIVAL is a story teller from what i can see, 'cause she dare not show up when we want to confront her.. as old people would always says, never be afraid if we do no wrong, so yeah, from this point, i know that this RIVAL is a big storyteller, BRAVO!! and a big applause to those that believe her and took pity on her and hate me for STEALING her lover..i can't say much here, because her believers only listen to ONE side of the story, they did not even bother to ask me about what really happen!! life's not fair, when you are UNLUCKY.. =_="

 i often thought that this thing only happens in movies, but from that point onwards, i learned to see the WORLD that we live in, it is full of real life DRAMAS and we are the ACTORS and ACTRESS in it!!

the reason why i wrote that long for the 2nd paragraph is because i want to keep it as a memory, as a lesson for me in future that there is no one that is pure enough to suit your taste. it's not that i still holding grudge towards that RIVAL, she have her own life to lead, own problems to deal with, but its because i sometimes still hope that it never happen before and that now we can be best friends, not enemy.. but its human nature to back off from the person that hurt us before and never accepting them back as a friend anymore, but i'm willing to try and hope that during that time, it wont be an awkward moment for both of us. ^^

now, in Sem 7, time does really fly!! really, many things have happened, communication problems among peers, misunderstanding, ups and downs in relationship. but life goes on and on. trying to grow up in every things i do, making decision as a young adult, being brave and able to speak out my thoughts. 

sad but true, i still cant forget a few things that happen, it really breaks my heart.. :'(