Uni life~

The first time i set my foot on this Uni, i hate the feeling.. you know, when you are all alone in this kind of place for the 1st time, leaving home for such a long time, away from family, away from my hometown.. i kind of still hating that feeling because we, as the 1st year student have to stay in the hostel, yeah, forced to travel to campus by bus early in the morning (we have to fight for it just to get a ride to the campus!! how uncivilized those human beings that soon to be a teacher?? pushing each other without a sense of guilty and respect for other!!)  then only back to the hostel room when the night fall (just to avoid those uncivilized..

we settled in, got used to the inhumane life, met new friends and of course LOVE!! yup, at least it's the best thing that ever happen in this dull Uni life.. not so bad, until a RIVAL showed up claiming my LOVER for herself.. all i can say is WOW... this RIVAL is a story teller from what i can see, 'cause she dare not show up when we want to confront her.. as old people would always says, never be afraid if we do no wrong, so yeah, from this point, i know that this RIVAL is a big storyteller, BRAVO!! and a big applause to those that believe her and took pity on her and hate me for STEALING her lover..i can't say much here, because her believers only listen to ONE side of the story, they did not even bother to ask me about what really happen!! life's not fair, when you are UNLUCKY.. =_="

 i often thought that this thing only happens in movies, but from that point onwards, i learned to see the WORLD that we live in, it is full of real life DRAMAS and we are the ACTORS and ACTRESS in it!!

the reason why i wrote that long for the 2nd paragraph is because i want to keep it as a memory, as a lesson for me in future that there is no one that is pure enough to suit your taste. it's not that i still holding grudge towards that RIVAL, she have her own life to lead, own problems to deal with, but its because i sometimes still hope that it never happen before and that now we can be best friends, not enemy.. but its human nature to back off from the person that hurt us before and never accepting them back as a friend anymore, but i'm willing to try and hope that during that time, it wont be an awkward moment for both of us. ^^

now, in Sem 7, time does really fly!! really, many things have happened, communication problems among peers, misunderstanding, ups and downs in relationship. but life goes on and on. trying to grow up in every things i do, making decision as a young adult, being brave and able to speak out my thoughts. 

sad but true, i still cant forget a few things that happen, it really breaks my heart.. :'(

✧Point of View✧

everyone has their own point of view, and sometimes it sucks to hear the truth from them as a viewer. yes.. it does hurt sometimes, but how far is the "word of wisdom" that came out of their mouth is actually the truth? ☹

a friend of mine once voice out her opinion on some product, and she seems to against it so much that it is such a waste of time explaining to her in the first place about it. but from the way she comments 'bout the product, it sound more like she just hear 'bout the downside/negative side of it from other people rather than experiencing it first hand! how interesting is that? i was like, "(○.◯) ok...as you wish then!!"

well, the moral of the story here is that, don't listen to others so easily and then spreading it and don't sound too professional without trying or experiencing something first. it would be such a humiliation if one day your flaw if challenged by others. if you still have doubts about that particular thing, test it out first yourself then only you have the power to speak out your opinion on it. ☺

❝the statements above is a personal, current experience combine with some thoughtful thoughts and it has no other means or any connection with those around me.
P.S: its just a part of my thinking and analytical thinking of what is happening around me.❞

have a great day ahead!! <◜◡◝>

It's been a while.

wow.. again.. i took such a long time to update my blog.. how inconsistent am i?? nvm, as long as i have the heart to blog, then it would b fine.. ^^

i've been MIA for almost 3months now, so many things have happened, ups and downs, activities, plans and many many more.. and now? tonnes of assignments to do, tests, programs, macroteaching and finally, the most ultimate work that needed to be completed, THESIS!!!! OMG!!! T.T

lets throw all of that aside for a while..lets talk about my holiday trip!! yes.. i cant wait for it.. its gonna be on the 8th-12th of September, YAY!! ^^ but hopefully, i wont over spend it.. >.< (finger's crossing)

tonight, I'm gonna start using detox foot patch.. YES!! i wish to detoxify my body.. i have trouble sleeping all the time and end up feeling tired the next day.. hopefully it will give me a good result..

till then!! >.<