Thought of the day..

I viewed a picture of a girl in FB just now, she is not the girl that have perfect body shape and a good looking face, then i clicked the next picture of her standing next to her boyfriend, she is actually a very pretty girls, they looked perfect and lovely together! It amazed me so much that i reflect back on my boyfriend and me and a quote came to me, " I don't need anything nice on me 'coz i'm perfect just by being next to you.." How lovely is that?

I guess it's not too late to realize that the one beside you are actually THE ONE that are willing to go through all the ups and downs with you, although at times they might go against with what you want.

Don't ever take things for granted, it's the most precious gift that you can ever receive!! ♡

Peace & Love everyone!! ♥

Uni life~

The first time i set my foot on this Uni, i hate the feeling.. you know, when you are all alone in this kind of place for the 1st time, leaving home for such a long time, away from family, away from my hometown.. i kind of still hating that feeling because we, as the 1st year student have to stay in the hostel, yeah, forced to travel to campus by bus early in the morning (we have to fight for it just to get a ride to the campus!! how uncivilized those human beings that soon to be a teacher?? pushing each other without a sense of guilty and respect for other!!)  then only back to the hostel room when the night fall (just to avoid those uncivilized..

we settled in, got used to the inhumane life, met new friends and of course LOVE!! yup, at least it's the best thing that ever happen in this dull Uni life.. not so bad, until a RIVAL showed up claiming my LOVER for herself.. all i can say is WOW... this RIVAL is a story teller from what i can see, 'cause she dare not show up when we want to confront her.. as old people would always says, never be afraid if we do no wrong, so yeah, from this point, i know that this RIVAL is a big storyteller, BRAVO!! and a big applause to those that believe her and took pity on her and hate me for STEALING her lover..i can't say much here, because her believers only listen to ONE side of the story, they did not even bother to ask me about what really happen!! life's not fair, when you are UNLUCKY.. =_="

 i often thought that this thing only happens in movies, but from that point onwards, i learned to see the WORLD that we live in, it is full of real life DRAMAS and we are the ACTORS and ACTRESS in it!!

the reason why i wrote that long for the 2nd paragraph is because i want to keep it as a memory, as a lesson for me in future that there is no one that is pure enough to suit your taste. it's not that i still holding grudge towards that RIVAL, she have her own life to lead, own problems to deal with, but its because i sometimes still hope that it never happen before and that now we can be best friends, not enemy.. but its human nature to back off from the person that hurt us before and never accepting them back as a friend anymore, but i'm willing to try and hope that during that time, it wont be an awkward moment for both of us. ^^

now, in Sem 7, time does really fly!! really, many things have happened, communication problems among peers, misunderstanding, ups and downs in relationship. but life goes on and on. trying to grow up in every things i do, making decision as a young adult, being brave and able to speak out my thoughts. 

sad but true, i still cant forget a few things that happen, it really breaks my heart.. :'(

✧Point of View✧

everyone has their own point of view, and sometimes it sucks to hear the truth from them as a viewer. yes.. it does hurt sometimes, but how far is the "word of wisdom" that came out of their mouth is actually the truth? ☹

a friend of mine once voice out her opinion on some product, and she seems to against it so much that it is such a waste of time explaining to her in the first place about it. but from the way she comments 'bout the product, it sound more like she just hear 'bout the downside/negative side of it from other people rather than experiencing it first hand! how interesting is that? i was like, "(○.◯) ok...as you wish then!!"

well, the moral of the story here is that, don't listen to others so easily and then spreading it and don't sound too professional without trying or experiencing something first. it would be such a humiliation if one day your flaw if challenged by others. if you still have doubts about that particular thing, test it out first yourself then only you have the power to speak out your opinion on it. ☺

❝the statements above is a personal, current experience combine with some thoughtful thoughts and it has no other means or any connection with those around me.
P.S: its just a part of my thinking and analytical thinking of what is happening around me.❞

have a great day ahead!! <◜◡◝>

It's been a while.

wow.. again.. i took such a long time to update my blog.. how inconsistent am i?? nvm, as long as i have the heart to blog, then it would b fine.. ^^

i've been MIA for almost 3months now, so many things have happened, ups and downs, activities, plans and many many more.. and now? tonnes of assignments to do, tests, programs, macroteaching and finally, the most ultimate work that needed to be completed, THESIS!!!! OMG!!! T.T

lets throw all of that aside for a while..lets talk about my holiday trip!! yes.. i cant wait for it.. its gonna be on the 8th-12th of September, YAY!! ^^ but hopefully, i wont over spend it.. >.< (finger's crossing)

tonight, I'm gonna start using detox foot patch.. YES!! i wish to detoxify my body.. i have trouble sleeping all the time and end up feeling tired the next day.. hopefully it will give me a good result..

till then!! >.<

~Updating~

well..its been almost 2 months since i've updated my blog.. assignments, reports, n finals exam..wow..its been tough.. n recently, i jz got back from my vacation to Redang and Perhentian... very nice indeed.. miss that place so so much.. went snorkeling and got to hold baby turtle for the first time.. so so cute and fragile.. i was afraid that i might drop it...but luckily, i didn't.. ^^



bout the snorkeling..wow,is the word that i can say.. its felt so magical yet with a tint of thrill as i was floating in the water facing downwards into the clear blue sea.. its so deep and scary, but i was glad that the life jacket is secured to my body.. the corals, colorful fishes with various sizes and the long black sea cucumber all over the sea bed.. really is a magical feeling.. i hope i am able to capture the picture of all the moments that i've experience, but i am glad that i am able 2 capture and keep it in my memory..



i will always remember this trip and all those experience that i had.. really miss it so much... ^^ my skin got darker due to this trip, but its all worth it.. still manage to look sweet by the sea though... *wink*

i'm on cloud 9~

haha..here i am again.. talking bout ff13.. but today is a very special day coz i finally manage to download this ff13 full album.. all i can say is, it's ALL MINE!! very very very happy for that.. my feeling is all mixed up rite now, happy and excited.. ^^V

i really wish i can play piano, coz if i do, i'm gonna play all the music sheets on final fantasy... but all i can do is to download it only.. but hey, its better than doin nothing,rite?? *am i cheering myself up,or wat?!!* ;p

till then~~

Final Fantasy XIII!!!

oh yeah.. i cant get FF13 out of my head this couple of days!! OMG... am i too late to actually fall in love wif it? i hope not.. currently collecting bits of this and that bout the character in this game.. i'm not a big fan of games, but i do like to collect their wallpapers and their soundtracks.. hehe... >.< it gave me a peaceful feeling when thinking of their world that is full of magical creature and fantasy, soft yet calming environment.. it also gave out the romantic yet mysterious kind of feeling.. what more can i say? its a combination of everything that you can ever imagine and want.. i just love the final fantasy world.. dont wanna wake up from this dream.. wanna be in it forever.. ^^

till then... >.<

~Time for Miracles lyric~ by Adam Lambert

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget

This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

BABY CAN YOU FEEL IT (COMIN’)
YOU KNOW I CAN HEAR IT (HERE IN MY SOUL)
BABY WHEN YOU FEEL ME FEELING YOU
YOU KNOW IT’S TIME

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us
I ain’t giving up no
Oh I ain’t giving up on us


yeah...this songs have a very strong lyrics and meanings, n Adam did very well in expressing it out.. its an ending song for the movie "2012"... love this song so much at this moment.. coz, well, its kind of a thing that i'm facing right now, so got my fingers crossing pretty tight and praying hard for miracles to show herself up at my doorsteps.. personal life is so messed up.. *sob sob* but its going to be ok..

well, that's it.. till then..

1st blog!!

hey there everyone.. well, this is my first entry and it's quite exciting to finally have a blog. i'll keep on updating as much activities and stories in here as i can.
gonna keep my fingers crossing and hope for the best and not being lazy on updating my blog.. *kinda famous for being energetic in the 1st 5 minutes on something new and it gets worst as the seconds passes..* *wink wink* ^^

here is something extra as an opening to my 1st blog.. *grinning* >.<
its some small lil' project that i did yesterday, as my Chap Goh Meh gift to my special someone.. ^^







till then.. ^^